America, it’s Time to Wake Up.

The time has come for us to cut the shit.

Seriously. Apparently it doesn’t matter how many people are going to die. Because as long we are on different sides of the political divide shit ain’t ever going to change.

Well I am here to say…. I DON’T GIVE A RATS ASS IF YOU ARE A FUCKING RELIGIOUS ASS REPUBLICAN OR A LIBERAL ASS ATHEIST DEMOCRAT, SHIT HAS GOT TO CHANGE.

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Changes.

Here comes a whole boat load of them. We need to find a place to live within the next month. So here comes panicked packing. We are working on finding a day care for Ronan that we feel comfortable with. So here comes the water works because I am leaving my baby boy. We are…

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Pathways.

Pathway – a way of achieving a specified result; a course of action. What is your path? Do you have on path? Are you on multiple paths? Are you crossing onto a new path? Answers. Where are the damn answers? I have been on multiple paths thus far in my almost 25 years of life.…

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Life.

It is extremely over whelming at times. Most of the time. One second things are somewhat okay, and then BOOM a thousand piles of shit hit the fan all at once. There you are, freaking the fuck out, not knowing what your next move will be. Well, that’s what I do anyways. Then you take…

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Overcoming Trauma

  While I am no expert on mental health, I have learned a few things throughout my life. Learning to make peace with my past is one of the things I have been working towards. The recovery process has not been easy. Not only have I hurt myself, I have also hurt people I care…

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Growing up Different

However, I am proud to say that I am now at peace. The years of torment and abuse for merely being different will no longer hang over my shoulder. There is a sense of pride that comes with being unapologetically yourself. It is freeing knowing that I am capable of being myself, whoever that may be, without obsessing over other’s thoughts about me.

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Caged No More

Once upon a time I was a bird trapped in a cage. A prisoner that wasn’t allowed to have a breath of fresh air. Held in a dungeon, while others roamed free. There was light though. A tiny cracked window. I would hear the wild birds chirping, the children playing and the wind upon the…

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Dear White People,

“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel”. —Maya Angelou I want to encourage you to look inward for a moment. Who are you? What is it that you stand for? What do you care about? What scares…

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Searching for balance…

Lately I have been struggling. Tirelessly searching to find balance in relationships with my family, friends and myself. I feel like I may be spreading my love to thin. These people that mean the world to me deserve much more than what I can give them. I am feeling all sorts of guilt and regret…

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Mama Put Yourself First.

The transition to being a mother presents many joys and hardships. I highly doubt I will ever experience anything else as amazing as motherhood. Looking down at the the tiny human my fiance and I created makes my heart swell with an indescribable amount of love. Watching my baby grow into an adult is what…

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